new year, new hope!

long time no come here write blog leh... hehe..
actually i seldom come in.. kkeke..
but, i never forgot u! so don't worry, i will come back here see you(blog) again de~ hehe
im very curious how they can write a good article in english huh?
i try to use english to write blog, but the improvement not very high... sigh..
anyway, i won't give up to using english(although i seldom use)^^
next week i will give my resign letter, dunno what reason should i give to my boss..
oh yah!! how to write resign letter??? i never write before!!
im so happy i can escape from my current job~ haha
but i hope i can pass it without halangan..
jia you ba! i can do better!
this is just a small things, i shouldn't trouble so much. ha..
and other thing, i want to be myself, original one! be myself!
new year, new hope! everything will be fine~~

"there can be miracle, when you believe.
the hope is frail, it hard to kill"---song of

cause of believe, and God always be your side^^ God blessing~

情非得以

《情非得以(流星花园片头主题曲)》
曲：汤小康 词：张国祥 编：Jamie Wilson

难以忘记初次见你 一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里 你的身影 挥散不去

握你的双手感觉你的温柔 真的有点透不过气
你的天真我想珍惜 看到你受委屈 我会伤心

* 只怕我自己会爱上你 不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你 爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你 也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
Repeat *爱上你是我情非得已

什么原因 我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意 就这样陷入爱的陷阱

latest blog

wanna to write a blog , but today i open this page need to wait for a long long time...
dunno how much time had spent to wait it..
lol.. of course not just waiting it.. the line speed too slow..
actually, every time i wrote blog here, is telling for my feeling.
i am shy... can't give too many expression in front of people..
so, i'm looking for a person, those would guide me to the right way
what person i really need right now is improve me to express more,
how to communicate with people.
of course, not only give the advice for me to just for a referring
and not just only a spoke without action,
i need it with action! i need a real experience!
with friends with teacher with colleague...
it seem like very easy things...
normally, we stay with anyone we don't know each other before for a period of time,
we will be friends... but, for me, it is big distance between of us..
so tough to keep in a distance.. really, need the person who can guide me for the way..
i can't explain well here.. but, something like that..
wish i can meet the person.. need God help...
now i realize, we need have a thick face to face with people that we don't know,
because wanna be friend with them.
the first step to me, is so difficult to proceed...
the feeling i wrote here is just for me to read, and actually i don't want let people that i know to saw it. so, i rarely using this blog, for the person i don't know read this, im please to let them comment here, why ? i still have many secret inside my heart i can't speak out.. for a person such as me, that is innermost feeling.. and just only the same behaviour person will know my thought. when i have a new other blog, i will write all my feeling, secret, my everything there, don't want let anyone that i know to read the blog. unless, im already not timid to communicate with people.
time was running everyday, but i have nothing change with this behaviour, so weak!!
everyday hidden myself, lol... need to dig a hole to escape!!
gambateh ba! encourage myself! lolx.. so stupid thing! day, over again one day.

有你在身旁

词：林子强
曲：光良
编：梁伯君
专辑：无印良品《珍重》

路有點長　夜有點微涼　心情迷迷惘惘　和寂寞交換沮喪

天邊星辰忽明又忽暗　那一顆最能照亮心房

夢和理想　心堅持不忘　方向就是力量　和時間交替煎熬

霧裡曙光綻放希望　有你一切都變得不一樣

謝謝你　給我溫暖　脆弱時候在我身旁

謝謝你　陪我成長　路上風風雨雨不怕荊棘失望

有你在身旁　心更堅強　陽光一路陪伴　成長更勇敢

你我心中不必言語　敞開心窗

有你在身旁　夢更精彩　朋友一路陪伴　星光更燦爛

相信相依共同仰望　生命因你更添光亮

灰暗世界

我这个人很静……我还以为我只跟异性会比较静，
没想到，现在连跟同性的人说话都寥寥无几……
我怎么那么的不开放，我不会表现出自然的我……
我好像只活在我的世界，踏不出另外一个世界，好难受……
教我如何跟人家沟通吧。
我觉得我朋友的观察力很棒！连我自己都不知道我原来是这样的！
他说：“也许你是比较擅长用字体来沟通。”
我现在才发现，我好像真的是这样的，所以在口才方面比较弱。
我不喜欢这样的我啊。。
可不可以让我多接触比较会主动讲话、口才比较好的人，教我如何沟通？

今天，下午4时左右，我喝了一杯米露，好久都没在这个时候吃点心咯～哈哈
虽然只有我一个人吃，但也不错～^^所谓：能吃是福～
喝了这杯米露再配上什棉饼，真的好好吃～我觉得很好吃啦！
所以，我真的好幸福哦～～能够吃到那么好料！哈哈～

爸爸跟妈妈明天就要去吉隆坡了，因为五姐回来啦！哈哈～
不知道她有没有带手信回来…哈哈～
没有就吵着她变出来！哈哈～

生活紧绷

我的生活太悠闲了，现在有了一份工作，至少不会无所事事。
所以，工作对我来说只是打发我的时间。
不过，除了打发时间，我也想快点赚到钱，为我的未来找个目标！
还没工作时，真的很期待有份工作，但现在有了工作，又不太想做了。。
但我不可以有这种想法，我不想对工作有恐惧感，这样以后就养不活自己了！
要积极点！

妈妈脚肿了，因为上次要启动摩托车时，鞋子一滑，脚就打到摩托的踏脚板！真是痛！
之前擦了是消肿了，可是现在又复发！
现在复发走路还一拐一拐的！之前打到都没这样！真的很痛！
希望很快就会好起来！

今天，16日，我要去看医生做laser... 好久没做了，这次要在做一次，也是会痛啊……
只是看的不是同一个医生而已…希望一切都会很好！

2 pots - perfect and imperfect

A water bearer in India had two large pots, one hung on each end of a pole which he carried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water at the end of the long walk from the stream to the master's house. The cracked pot arrived only half full.

For a full two years this went on daily, with the bearer delivering only one and a half pots full of water in his master's house.

Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments, perfect to the end for which it was made.But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it was able to accomplish only half of what it had been made to do.

After two years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure, it spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream:
"I am ashamed of myself, and I want to apologize to you."

"Why?" asked the bearer. "What are you ashamed of?"

"I have been able, for these past two years, to deliver only half my load because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your master's house. Because of my flaws, you have to do all of this work, and you don't get full value from your efforts," the pot said.

The water bearer felt sorry for the old cracked pot, and in his compassion he said, "As we return to the master's house, I want you to notice the beautiful flowers along the path."

Indeed, as they went up the hill, the old cracked pot took notice of the sun warming the beautiful wild flowers on the side of the path, and this cheered it some. But at the end of the trail, it still felt bad because it had leaked out half its load, and so again it apologized to the bearer for its failure.

The bearer said to the pot, "Did you notice that there were flowers only on your side of your path, but not on the other pot's side? That's because I have always known about your flaw, and I took advantage of it. I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back from the stream, you've watered them. For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate my master's table. Without you being just the way you are, he would not have this beauty to grace his house."



Moral: Each of us has our own unique flaws. We're all cracked pots. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding. You've just got to take each person for what they are, and look for the good in them.



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